My Guardian Angel

I'm gonna telling you a little bit about my story called "something that really really influence my life"..
So, since all of you are the daddies, i think you should read this..coz it might be also the sound of your daughter's heart too that you'll never know..

ENJOY... :)


Since i was a child, i spend a little time with my dad
My dad always move his feet from this island & ocean to another island, and so on until my 20 something ages

My dad told me, once, when i was 2 or 3 years old, i couldn't remember him AT ALL since he leaved me for a long long time for his patriotic duty.
I cried when he hugged me & i screamed when he kissed me.
But my dad had a miraculous way to bring back my memory about him.
& then he started to wear his white shirt & he smoked in front of me.
and SURPRISINGLY, my mind said "hmmm...well, he must be my dad".
then i ran to him & hugged him just like a kid who meet santa clause.
(hilarious, right..?)

on my 15 ages, he started to put his full-control on me, on my brain & on my personality.
He told me where I have to have my education, started from the choices of high school to my college education.
he COMMANDED me to have a high school at a catholic-homogen school & i did it.
he ORDERED me to have a law school & i did it, though i don't like it very much.

I often sigh-ing because of the way he rules my life without saying many words to me!!!
& i always complained, why he gave me a hard-upbringing to me but we never had enough time to have a daughter-father conversation...

But now, as I'm 22 ages, as i grow up to become a lady, I understand all the reason behind his ordered, his command & his silences.
It takes more than 5 years to understand all the meaningful silence of him.

I realize, we have a conversation less than all daughters do with their daddy.

I only see his face less than 2 days a week

He never tells me how to live

But he always shows me how to live & he let me watched it & learned from it.
That's a very very expensive lessons.

So, no matter how tall I grow up, my dad will always be someone who i look up to.

If there's a BIG gift GOD ever gave to me, it must be MY DAD